without you...

Life moves on even when we decide to hold onto a piece of it and stay still forever...as long as we breathe, we have to learn to let go!!

We were once like sisters...best friends...we knew smiles even before they touched our lips...we knew tears even before eyes had a chance to speak...we knew love like truth...we knew nothing that was outside of us...we knew promises...we knew trust...we knew fun...we knew that we touched each other’s hearts and our togetherness was moving!!
We were different on ideas but strangely similar in feelings...we were two strangers so familiar that it felt strange to have been just strangers once. We were a happy thing...perfect in creation...we had spelled friendship more beautifully than ever...and then it was gone.
Now we are still those two people who know the most about us...just pushed apart by silence...I guess we grew over each other!!
I hated to look at you everyday just because it was a sad reminder of what I had lost...what we had lost!!

He was like my shelter...my rescue...the best deal with god. He was not perfect...we were not perfect but we were great together. We complimented each other and his presence was comforting!!
He complained a lot...we fought like kids... I complained more...and we tested each other...it was a game we loved to play. Sometimes it got the better of us...we needed space...and those days apart made us realise that we couldn’t really deal with space!! That imperfection...those disagreements...misunderstandings were all a part of us...and it felt good to know that someone would see me through it all and still be there.
Then he quit for good...and now I just wish I could see him once and tell him how much I need him or how empty it is without him...but he’s gone.

But I learned to move on...I still think about you <3. I live and I smile too and though m sad sometimes...your love always gets me through.
Thanks for letting me know that life could be that beautiful...