You Are..

For the first time everything you say sounds true
And all these words are taking you away from me.
I'd rather not talk to you if that’s what it takes..
Because this distance makes me feel so dazed.
The first few minutes felt like nothing new.
And the next few were when the realization came through
I felt like tears but I did a smile
The occasion was a broken heart, over a defeated lie!!!

You are the drug that keeps me addicted
You are the torture and I feel inflicted
You are the danger, I'm the victim
You are the doubt that I keep conflicting!!!

Three days over the edge, the pain is still in making
I've lost pieces of me, did you hear me breaking.
Your absence is holding me tight, I feel committed to self destruction.
Ignorance is the mask I wear, my silence is making confessions!!!