my trademark

Whats the deal with my head
It feels like its made of lead
I’m looking for some inspiration
That wakes me from the dead
It’s been dull and i’ve been down
Looking for someone to hold onto
Someplace to belong to

Its all fire and then its ice
I’m blinded by my own demise
I’m living a confusion
Stuck in terrible lies
I thought i wont get lost
But nw m working out
The reason m feeling like a looser
I was meant to be a choser

I look around, its all the same
But my idea of same has changed
I’m looking for a chance to show that wont alwez take the blame
But u put me down when I come around
Shouting abuses, I hate that shameless sound
Its nt the noise, its ur words
u r telling me tht my presence hurts
But I noe no one who’d keep me
So today m at my worst

Its all fire and then its ice
I’m blinded by my own demise
I’m living a confusion
Stuck in terrible lies
I thought i wont get lost
But nw m working out
The reason m feeling like a looser
I was meant to be a choser

With no home and no frend, I think m a perfect blend
Of misery n disaster in the name of trend
Life is vain n I feel insane
I’m aimlessly in pain
I’m dying to be someone
But I’m no one in this rain
As I wet my tears and the pain dissolves
Somewhere a satisfaction crawls
I shed myself away and I forget that I’m a dreamer
Cz no one cares any ways et all
So I laugh it off with a shrug, pretence is my favourite drug
I’m always back to whr I start it
And I almost never keep my word

That’s my trademark, they call me shameless
They have characterized what they have assessed
They’ll never c whats inside me cz thay r blinded by perfections of the blessed!