A Flash o the Past

It sometimes comes as a surprise what writin’ can mean….it can be a dream, a desire, a passion, a compulsion, a need or maybe just nothing. I always wanted a perfect beginning for my blog…but whatever I thought of writin’ never seemed perfect and then I realised there never was no PERFECT beginnin’, only the fact that there was gonna be a beginning was perfect in itself.

Well I’m Neha Mittal persuing B.Tech(IT)... I’m one of the most talkative and sometimes even the most self obsessed person I knoe.And I might get a li’ll stuck up at times. I told u the worst I can get and the best is for u to figure out.

Today morning the first few minutes after I woke up seemed like a blur…I heard my parents speaking to me but I din’t really hear them. Maybe it was cuz I’d slept late or  was it the dream I had? I guess today is one of those days when what u r avoiding comes and hits u right in the face. It all came back today….it was just five years back, approximately around the same time of the year…I had two frends who I thought would stay forever no matter what!!!  And though we’d never shared anything that great together….we practically talked the whole day. Though we three were nothing close to being innocent…. When I was with ‘em I felt an innocent faith getting stronger everyday...the time was priceless with them J. These two guys will always hold a special place in my heart.. I dunno how they feel about this friendship but maybe they don’t know why they mean so much to me….I had shifted from my old house, was goin’ through my first heart break and to top it all I had my first board exam fear on my head!!(sounds funny now…but meant a lot then). I had the best five months with them n then my dad got posted out of delhi. And lot of stuff came between us….though we r still in touch and we meet up sometimes…i long to feel the innocence of that crazy trust again. It was like they were my home…they were a comfort zone…!!! They are my best friends...love 'em.

So I guess this random thought had to be put to words….now I should be signing off….bye tek care..peace. :)